usouthal sucks

today, i decided i hate my university more than i ever hated it while i attended. i just received news that my student teacher evaluation (you know, that piece of paper that the virginia beach city public schools require i have before they give me a job) is lost. that's right folks. i can't get it. i said it would be next to impossible for me to get a job, and i was right. i won't give up though. today i sent cover letters and resumes out to every school that was hiring. i hope i get a job. i hate teaching, but i like money. and yes, i know that that's a bad reason to teach. but those brats can suffer just like i did every year i was in school. was i ever taught by a teacher that was passionate about teaching? if i was, it was never apparent to me. and i grew up to become a mediocre member of society with nothing to offer, so those brats can too.
as you can tell, i'm a bit angry today. nathan's on duty and that always sucks.
bastard crap.